Some pictures taken during sixian birthday party..

OMG, so unglam. I'm gonna fall. Vicki pose looks so wrong right?

Sad face ):

Purposely don't jump! Heheh.

I like my twist post (:

So unglam !

I love the secenry !

Night time .

Making stingray.

GB last parade today, parteh ! :D TSK, in the morning meet regina. She never told me she meeting the *AHEM, then make me like one stupid extra light bulb down there. Next time don't want meet regina at interchange already, one stupid light bulb over there! I don't know what's wrong with me today, like hyper uhh. GB ended, went to st andrew for some event. Must hold flag, I'm scared because it's heavy kay ! But it's good, is a challenge. Must accept new challenges (: The whole entire event, two words. Boring and tired. Supposed to go for teacher church wedding, but because of this event I cannot go ):  

Younger brother away for NP camp till monday, It's weird without him in the house.

Some pictures taken after swimming at jurong. Enjoy and fun :D

                                                                                                                                              I got a bangs partner ! :D

Some pictures uploaded for orchard outing. Hmmm, swimming later in the afternoon! Probably night I won't online because something going on at church. Hahah, I'm busy ! It's good to keep yourself pack with activities, it's very boring to face the computer. My eye really hurts a lot now, I don't know why.

Who to blame? I know but I just keep my mouth shut because I got no comments at all.

Yesterday night, steamboat at dehui's house with church friends. Overall, it was great. After eating tomyam steamboat, I was very hot. Yes, super duper hot that I feel like bathing. Used computer, online facebook at his house with the girls. I did something bad at facebook, and I think I'm like so bad doing all these. I mean not bad, I don't know how say. Facebook games, icy tower, super addicting. Mingting, jinyue, xiaowei and me keep screaming when playing that game. Espically jinyue, screamed the loudest. My ear can burst anytime because I sit beside her. Her screams is the best. Help to wash things and clear stuffs on the table. Leave after that with a lot of people.

Reached home, online but like no mood and also late already. Bathe and lied on the sofa watch TV until 2am.

Hmmm, swimming with besties tomorrow! Tsk, it's very irraiting. I very suay, maybe cannot go down swim already. When you want to go down for a swim and you can't, how great is this.

Always think before doing anything, used your common sense to think. Born with a brain, use it wisely then. If it's true, WOW, I tell you pigs can fly ah !

Fourth time, this dream appeared in my sleep. It keep appearing and appearing. I think is really a hint. Just came back from orchard road with brindha and faznita. Window shopping at a lot of places today. Pictures will be uploaded soon. I'm going off soon again. Going dehui's house for night steamboat with church friends. So won't online today, should be reaching home late.

Onions unite (:

LOL, look at jeanne !

Jump shot. That regina hitted my forehead really hard.

 Some pictures taken after camp. So unglam, hahah. Second time around by lady gaga is a nice song. Slow and nice. Third time, this dream appear. Is a bit scary, a hint? Hmmmm, I don't know what it means. Today, I got really swollen eyes when I woke up. And it's pain. Not everything in my life is perfect, of course nobody’s life is perfect. In life, I don't want to have any enemies because I hate having enemies. Hmmm, me and vicki found out something bad. Cheating us behind our backs isn't really a good thing. We weren't that dumb to really believe.

Hmmmm, just came back from shopping with my mum and brother. I'm very tired but satifised with what I brought ! :D

I dreamt about this two times in my sleep, is this a hint? Why is this so hard.

Is 7.45pm.

Just came back from my grandparents house with my parents and brother. I really want to say this. Really like see a change in my parents this time round. Is getting better and better. Dad treat me better now after I talked to him. And mum, she gives me more freedom now. When I hang out with my friends like really really super late at night, she wouldn't call or complain anymore. This is the real freedom I really want in my life. Trusting you being outside and letting you have the real freedom. At least when outside I give her a call to update her. Now she give me a smile when I came home(: Is been really shocked in the first place I showed my mum my bad results, she didn't scold me. In fact, she asked me to try harder next time. I was like totally shocked? She give me encouraging words. Now she trust me more, as well as dad. Even though I always said I hate my parents, but deep down it's isn't. I fight less with my brother now, is a good thing. I pray to God, I ask him to help me make the right decisions in life. I ask him to give me strength and courage to stand up for myself. Thank you GOD for listening to my prayers, thank you GOD for everything.

Church as usual on sunday, hahah(: And just now was scary, I was dozing off at service because I was tired and have swollen eyes. Someone was staring at me with that fierce look to signal me to wake up. I try to let myself not to fall back asleep again, but then I still fall back asleep. Second time, he was staring at me again. I was like okay, cannot fall back asleep. Later again, I was very tired. I totally forgetten about gym with church friends today. So didnt go. Mingya told me a lot of things today, woah. Shocked!

Hang out with church friends to eat dinner and just reach home. Chitchat a lot of yishun coffee shop.

I was pretty emotional but I couldn't cry, because I don't want to. It was completely silent and there was me looking out of the window just staring. I remember seeing an empty road optosite. I cant remember how it happened, or what exactly it was that did happen, It was just scary. I couldn't care a less to be honest, but something changed, and this is the first time I can remember actually praying to the Lord on my own free will. Even though I'm not a commited Christian now, but I do have a strong sense of belief and trust in the Lord. I realised, all things happen for good, it has a reason for happening. It was this time, I started having faith in God. Now, when I pray, I pray by heart. Not, just to say something for the heck of it.

This world is too complicated for us to understand. From thousands of years, all mentioned about many things, but still a majority of it remains common in all. This definately cannot be coincidence.

Never grow up completely. It's pointless. Have fun and feel young for as long as you can. I felt that don't consume your life with meaningless things. Objects are just that, objects. A job is just a job.